I'm now 21. Normally everyone would think that: wow! You are adult now but still young. Well to me, it is nothing big deal. I dun like the feeling everyone look at me. Just like today and Saturday, when everyone look at me and sing happy birthday song. I feel very awkward. Anyway, thanks everyone for helping me to celebrate my birthday and thanks for the presents. Love you all family cousins and friends.
Today I got say again drawing not good. I don't know what's up with my Project Manager. I gave him on Saturday and he has ample time to check what he wants. Yet he now then tell me drawings still cannot be submitted and then give me an idiot face and walk off. I was like stunned. I feel like scolding vulgarities. What kind of attitude is that? Happy then smile at you. Not happy treat you like rubbish. Kinda felt inferior by his action. I know I'm not up to it. I think I rather find a stable job like gov stuff. I think I step - in on the wrong path. I felt I don't seem to enjoy the process at all, rather I feel I am dragging myself to work. By the time, it is almost knock off time. I don't care, I walk out the office.
Well, it's ok. I learnt my lesson. I shall never work with small private company anymore.
11:03 PM Deadgalzz Y