Times flies. I am turning 21 in 2 weeks time and I do not feel that "wow" or even excited about it. Although Aunty Katherine organise BBQ at her house to celebrate my big day and allowed me to bring friends, I am still not very anxious about it. Worse, I feel paiseh to use other's place to celebrate. Not like as if we are close, but anyway thank her for making that effort. Well, I do appreciate it but I guess that is what I can get for the least, better than none.

Right now, I feel abit emptiness. I find myself no-good in anything. Quite depressing at the moment as I do not know what I want. Not what I want but what can I do. Simply, everything is not going to be that easy to achieve. I'm not talented, not genius, not smart, lack of confidence now.When I look around at the others, I envy them. When I look at myself, actually I have not achieve a thing that I want. I know I am pessimistic.

Yesterday I watch the anime: Shugo Chara doki. It is about a guardian angel that is would-be-self character. I wish I have one:a sparkling character, confident and have courage. Haha.. I sound so childish. Yes I am. I still keep my inner child.

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