Monday, December 15, 2008
Today I cried. I got told off by my Project Director because I cant give the standard drawing to Main Contractor. I holding my tears before I went into his room. Eventually, I can't hold it anymore that my tears roll off my cheek.
I cried not because his words but because I am too stress up and too tired. I've been drawing the same things and none is up to standard. I give what I told, and still, not enough. This give me a second thought: Am I suitable for this job? or should I work as government sector? Can someone gives me an advice?
None have given me, neither JW. I feel very pessimistic. Makes me not good enough for him too. Not good for anything! Well, I wonder if I end my life like this?
One thought: further my studies as private student in property management and work in gov sector, another thought: work at current company for time being and then see how. Can somebody gives me an advice but not just listening or reading it?Seriously I hate people who only want to listen for the sake of listening yet not sure they understand or not. I need somebody's suggestion but not quietly listening.
I've been losing my temper and patience lately. Everytime I go work, I always give this face :( But I never tell JW about it cos he may not understand. Well, venting all my anger into the blog makes me feel better, at least maybe somebody read it able to ans.
I cried not because his words but because I am too stress up and too tired. I've been drawing the same things and none is up to standard. I give what I told, and still, not enough. This give me a second thought: Am I suitable for this job? or should I work as government sector? Can someone gives me an advice?
None have given me, neither JW. I feel very pessimistic. Makes me not good enough for him too. Not good for anything! Well, I wonder if I end my life like this?
One thought: further my studies as private student in property management and work in gov sector, another thought: work at current company for time being and then see how. Can somebody gives me an advice but not just listening or reading it?Seriously I hate people who only want to listen for the sake of listening yet not sure they understand or not. I need somebody's suggestion but not quietly listening.
I've been losing my temper and patience lately. Everytime I go work, I always give this face :( But I never tell JW about it cos he may not understand. Well, venting all my anger into the blog makes me feel better, at least maybe somebody read it able to ans.
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